Sherelle who i used to be best friends with since i moved house maybe a bit before keeps doing everything i said in my last rant, its so upsetting! we were getting on so well nd talking soo much nd then she has to go nd make me feel like shit :/ she also likes to point out the fact i missed one of her new years shindigs as i did my other best friends of the time when i met laura nd she wont just drop it she didnt believe laura was real nd dragged me down about it so even when i went on skype one night to talk to her with laura there afterwards she just took the pee out of everything nd anything! so me being stupid couldnt help but have a little upset go at her nd told her if she really wanted to know how i always felt about her to look at my last post because it pretty much sums up how she did/does make me feel nd now we both feel like poo :( but hopefully i’ll see her on my birthday nd we can cheer each other up :) sorry rant over <3 

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Thankyouu :) <3 x

soo i never realised how much my best friend meant to me until i really thought about it. she’s the person who made me realise soo much.

like the fact that a best friend i had since i moved into the house i live in now was actually the reason i wasnt very confident or happy. i never realised how limited nd hard on myself i felt being her best friend at the time, the fact i couldnt nd didnt make many friends away from her at one point i just needed to get away from it!

thats when i met laura/ lala :P

we met at a new years eve party ( i should have been at my old best friends  party…oops)at first i thought she was the crazy out going type, complete party animal. but after a few drinks we got chatting like we had known each other forever (probably sound like a complete lesbian right now i know) but yea from there i got away from what i thought was a best friend and made another best friend within school and i also had laura :) i became such a happier person within myself and my life and until then i didnt realise how unhappy being around my old best friend made me at times. I started making more friends, going out more and just experiencing life. only down side is because of that i got judged by my old best friend nd accused of making up laura. but from the changes ive gone through and how ive grown i dont know how someone could accuse the one person who helped me of being fake! so yea she dragged me down from time to time but my sister made me realise that i dont need people like that to drag me down nd to just leave them to it because if i have the important supportive people in my life, who needs the ones who judge or drag you down most of the time to make themselves feel better.

I have amazing friends, one hell of an amazing boyfriend, my family and an awsome best friend

what more could a girl need <3 Thankyou lala :)

sorry rant over! :)

Great the boyfriend has managed to ruin my day. Why is it the simpilest things he does upsets me??